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hi ^^ its monday today. which means sunday is yesterday. and saturday is the day before that.

spent my weekend with my boyfriend. we went out and eat ramen saerockya dekat area petaling jaya :) i naik lrt pegi dekat dia and dia ambil i. mula mula masuk kete be like:

"kita nak gi mana"

"gi makan ramen"

"bukak ke?"

"kalau tak bukak kita makan nandos!"

"ish takmau lah!"

hahhah arif knows how much i love nandos sampai dia bosan dah dengan nandos asyik2 pegi nandos je. i rasa hritu i suggest nak gi nandos pastu dia taknak gi pastu dia nak tebus balik time tu hahaha. but yeah i tak de mood nak makan nandos time tu sebab sebelum jumpa dia i makan maggi kari.

so dalam nak dekat pukul 8 tu dah sampai kat ramen tu. kena isi nama, isi temperature.. biasalah PKPP kan. banyak procedure. sementara tunggu tu kitaorang main yang tunding jari tu. tau tak game tu?

kiranya game macam contoh nya i tunding jari ke atas, arif kene react cepat untuk pusing lawan arah yang i tunding jari. contohnya i tunding jari ke atas, arif pusing kepala ke kiri. macam tu la gamenya.

lepastu i buat la kat dia and dia menang first round. then dia buat kat i pulak, dia tunjuk atas tapi i ikut atas. hahaha i yang noob sbnrnya. dahla dia guna jari lain xd.

then dah masuk tu kitaorang masuk and makan. i order yang shoyu punya.. arif order yang first apa tah i tak ingat. tapi sedap je kitaorang punya. kuah nak dekat sama. lepastu sampai plak makanan mcm karipap. i lupa apa nama dia tapi centu jelah.

Hello everyone ~  this is my first post after 5 years. i finally graduated!!!~ Bachelor of Chemical Engineering with honours. 5 years have been really tough for me. study, frisbee.. main game. relationships n stuff.  its okay we move on to the next phase of life, which is the working life!

Baru je grad sebulan 5/5/2020. dengan virus covid19 ni, semua final exam digantikan dengan  extended assignment. sedih berakhir cemni, tak end dengan kawan. dahla last haritu sebelum start PKP, aku marah dekat thir aishah n ina. sebab diorang tak nak or tak boleh nak tolong aku record video sebelum balik rumah untuk PKP. then last2 aku balik dengan An the next few days. Hahah. tapi dah mintak maaf dah pun haritu, nanges2 kat wasep.  tak apalah. ada rezeki jumpa lagi diorang. 

So aku pun start streaming haritu January 2020 tapi sekejap je sampai bulan 3. tu pun jarang2. tapi sebab musim PKP haritu aku start balik lepas habis final exam. kiranya dah sebulan dah la aku stream. bolehlahhh dari tak buat apa kan. time ni tak cari kerja lagi.

But now aku rasa sebulan tu dah cukup lama dah untuk relax. so now masa untuk cari kerja pulak. thanks to Arif also. dia lah yang dok scold me about my career path. the thing is, i also dont know what i want in life. maybe i just want love and happiness, and also money. sekarang ni macam tak clear lagi nak apa, but i dont mind jadi apa pun as long as i feel thats enough for me, and cukup untuk tolong family and simpanan. tapi tengoklah rezeki aku dekat mana. 

I'm so thankful that I have Arif by my side. dia lah yang selalu ingatkan aku pasal important things like this that I take lightly. for all the things that i have done for the past month, rasa macam i was so selfish. dengan keadaan sekarang, i only think of myself. jahat kan? but now aku dah sedar. i have to think about my family as well. i wanna help them. i want to help myself too. at least, tak jadi burden. 

anyways, i think thats all for today. i just feel like i need to write to express my feelings. not that i dont have Arif to share with, its just that what im writing right now is what im feeling rn. will be writing again soon, if i have the time.