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Hello everyone assalamualaikum ^^. Alhamdulillah i'm getting better day by day.. demam dah makin kebah, i feel more energetic than the previous day, i feel more hopeful. and also abah pun makin sihat alhamdulillah, tak pakai bekalan oxygen dah, and SpO2 dia pun stabil. Cumanya tak keluar lagi lah dari hospital. Gotta make sure yang betul2 dah sihat baru boleh keluar. Disebabkan abah dah makin sihat, i am more motivated to do my work. Kalau tak rasa down sangat. Tak de motivation nak buat benda apa pun, just nak abah sihat je. Tapi since abah pun dah start reply whatsapp, angkat call, baru ada semangat balik nak start kerja. Since I'm a unit trust consultant, I have to find and help someone to invest baru I get paid. If no sales = no money. I have to get back on track. I have to win the Top New UTC Champion Nationwide 2022 with RM10,000,000 Sales. I have to. I NEED TO. and winners gotta get back on track. and Losers complain. 

Honestly I just want to get better than the old me. I want to get better day by day. I want to be the best version of myself today than yesterday. I don't want to compete with anyone else. I am progressing at my own pace. I am moving at my own pace. I will get what I want eventually at my own pace. Everyone's journey is different. '

It's not about how fast we get there, it's about the climb' - Miley Cyrus.

I CAN DO THISS!!!! CAIYYOK FITRIE!!! KEEP ON MOVINGGGG!!! FAILING IS BETTER THAN NO PROGRESS!! ASALKAN BUAT SAMPAI JADI!!

Hi. these past few weeks have been like hell to me. My dad just got covid19 and he's unvaccinated. it fell like my whole world falling apart. Don't ask me why he's not vaccinated, believe me i have already pushed him to get the vaccine but yeah he was so scared of the vaccine [because he has sakit jantung & darah tinggi]. So now he's in HKL after i sent him to the hospital with my lil bro after we found out that he's oxygen meter was below 95. Thankfully we did. Because now my dad uses the bekalan oxygen. and he initally wanted to stay at home after we asked him to go to hospital with us. Please pray for my dad's health recovery.

Not to mention that I also had a fever ( and still has ) for about a week now. I feel so bad because I'm not at my best potential and i can't do my job because i have a cough so it affects and changes my voice. and also, who wants to be around with someone that's sick and potentially could have covid? omicron cases are getting crazy.

I guess I have to push myself to get better faster because I need to do my job. Because I have a lot of bigger dreams I need to achieve in this year. I'll take it as a challenge to earn a lot with my current situation. I guess God won't test you unless you can actually face it.

I just need to change my mindset. Right now, I feel like I just don't care about my dreams. All I'm worried about is my dad's health. but I can't live this way. I'm sabotaging myself. I need to change. Fast.

Till then.