Diary Internet Saya :)

Hi. these past few weeks have been like hell to me. My dad just got covid19 and he's unvaccinated. it fell like my whole world falling apart. Don't ask me why he's not vaccinated, believe me i have already pushed him to get the vaccine but yeah he was so scared of the vaccine [because he has sakit jantung & darah tinggi]. So now he's in HKL after i sent him to the hospital with my lil bro after we found out that he's oxygen meter was below 95. Thankfully we did. Because now my dad uses the bekalan oxygen. and he initally wanted to stay at home after we asked him to go to hospital with us. Please pray for my dad's health recovery.

Not to mention that I also had a fever ( and still has ) for about a week now. I feel so bad because I'm not at my best potential and i can't do my job because i have a cough so it affects and changes my voice. and also, who wants to be around with someone that's sick and potentially could have covid? omicron cases are getting crazy.

I guess I have to push myself to get better faster because I need to do my job. Because I have a lot of bigger dreams I need to achieve in this year. I'll take it as a challenge to earn a lot with my current situation. I guess God won't test you unless you can actually face it.

I just need to change my mindset. Right now, I feel like I just don't care about my dreams. All I'm worried about is my dad's health. but I can't live this way. I'm sabotaging myself. I need to change. Fast.

Till then.