Diary Internet Saya :)

I DID IT ! I SENT THE RESIGNATION LETTER!

oh my god. korang tau tak aku delay 2 jam untuk tekan "SEND"! aku delay 2 jam!! aku dah siap dah semua email & resignation letter, tinggal nak send je. AND I DID IT. 

Sebelum tu i tanya HR, patut ke i cc hr apa semua then he said yes CC je kalau confident dah nak blah. and I pun CC hr and my supervisor and HOD. I DID IT GUYS I DID IT. it was so hard.. because I dah stress gila haritu pasal kerja, and i made up my mind to resign. but on the day that i want to send the resignation letter, i feel OMG. CUAK NYA. like aku patut send je time tengah sedih haritu, takde la fikir banyak sangat en. hahahah. but i did it. im proud of myself sebab im doing this for myself! I can find better opportunities outside, then why shouldn't I resign? other than this, I have other personal problems as well that I need to settle first.

But i'm so proud of myself! i faced my fear with courage!! i indeed thankful for all of the opportunities have given to me time kerja dekat company ni, but i think it's time to move on.

and also, writing makes me feel better at expressing myself. (other than calling my bf time dia tengah kerja to comfort me, sebab i tak rilek, lepas hantar email resignation letter terus lari turun bawah dari PC hahaha) . damn.

THIS IS A SIGN FOR YOU TO FACE YOUR FEAR & CHALLENGES TOO!

:) all the best to myself. and you too.