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Hi semua! apa khabar? harini 10/8/2021. Salam maal hijrah semua :)

Lately things has been really tiring. Dengan covid 19 yang daily cases more than 20,000. dengan dok baca berita kematian hari hari... Semalam Siti Sarah meninggal dunia. Al-fatihah. rasa sedih walaupun kita tak kenal dia personally, because I know she's a nice person. I'm so sad when people lost their loved ones, because I know how it feels like, and I just wish other people won't experience it. But, siapa je kita sebenarnya. We are just normal human beings, yang masing2 ada lifespan sendiri. 

Bukan tu je, kita ni yang dok rumah pun stress dengan kerja, duit, dengan masalah macam2. Some of us ada lagi yang susah, takde makanan, takde kerja. But i know kita ni yang ada rumah, ada tempat tidur, ada tempat makan pun rasa penat. It's okay, your emotions are valid. We are all tired. We want this Covid19 Pandemic to end.

I hope you guys keep my dad in your prayers, sebab dia sekarang ada masalah jantung, a few months ago asyik dok keluar masuk hospital sebab dia punya jantung tersumbat. I just pray things will get better over time. sekarang ni dok pujuk dia amik vaccine. I dah complete 2 dose,  adik i pun dah, tinggal kakak I je untuk 2nd dose. But my dad tak ready nak ambil lagi. Hmmm.

Kalau pasal kerja pulak, last week I had a mental breakdown about work hahaha. Things have been rough, but yeah, i'm sure, when a door closes, another door will open for you. I'm sure I am on the right path. 

I have this mutual friend that is successful doing his job, so I would like to give myself a try to follow his steps. You know the thing about life is that you don't know what you're doing is right or suitable for you. You just have to try. and that's what I'm doing right now. I don't know if this new job will suit me, but it will hurt me even more if I don't give it a try.  

I hope you guys stay safe during this pandemic. If you feel tired, sad, try to talk to your family/friends. Ease the burden in your heart. I will try to keep myself sane by writing on this blog more hahah.

See you on the next post! <3 xoxo.